Time for me to fly

I loved to blog. It was sort of my weird obsession with exhibitionism. Well, not that I was aroused by my blogging (yeah right - it's fun to write erotic stories). I guess it was a means to receive attention. OK Yeah - I admit it. I was an attention whore. I justified my blogging as therapeutic and a means to teach others what NOT to do.

Being that I've gotten busier and busier with work and life, I find that I don't blog as much as I used to. Not for a lack of wanting to, because part of me still really enjoys blogging. But recently (and oddly), I've found that I've outgrown my "need" for attention from the rest of the world and have finally come to a place where the attention I really need, comes from me.

Soooooo......why the hell am I blogging right now? Well, because I'm going away for a little while. It wouldn't be fair to you if I just decided to be gone a really long time without saying what was what. And no.....I'm not going to the big house like Trash has once or twice in his life. No.....I'm going on a journey. It's a special journey and it has many rewards to be reaped. If I don't dedicate my whole heart to it, it wont be very successful so.....yeah......a big journey. Of course, at some point I'll come back to with stories of my adventures. I can assure you that you will be caught up. But for now, let's say that it's time for me to let go of the old and welcome the new.

I'm just me and this caterpillar found her wings.